Yet I sit here, and pretend like everything is fine. This is the shit that’s going to kill me.
When did everything go to hell?

And when I’m older, and people ask me about the people I’ve met in life, you are probably the first one who goes through my mind. And I’ll explain that you were the most bittersweet love of my life I’ve ever met.

The woman who cherished
her suffering is dead. I am her descendant.
I love the scar-tissue she handed on to me,
but I want to go on from here with you
fighting the temptation to make a career of pain.
Adrienne Rich, Twenty-One Love Poems (via liquidlightandrunningtrees)


HAHA
excuse me while I feel like a worthless piece of shit